it's a circular track, i'm afraid to walk out the exit door,
i see people out there and some of them are my friends-
i have too many excuses which really amount to none but i'm still stuck.
how am i still stuck?
(i have just ultimately realized that i need to throw away my light box! but can i?!!!)
how do you let go of a security that is based in complacency? i'm not secure, nor do i feel secure, so why do i have to stay in this one place and wonder why i can't leave???